[PETER AND WENDY]
Chapter 1 PETER BREAKS THROUGH
Chapter 2 THE SHADOW
Chapter 3 COME AWAY, COME AWAY!
Chapter 4 THE FLIGHT
Chapter 5 THE ISLAND COME TRUE
Chapter 6 THE LITTLE HOUSE
Chapter 7 THE HOME UNDER THE GROUND
Chapter 8 THE MERMAID’S LAGOON
Chapter 9 THE NEVER BIRD
Chapter 10 THE HAPPY HOME
Chapter 11 WENDY’S STORY
Chapter 12 THE CHILDREN ARE CARRIED OFF
Chapter 13 DO YOU BELIEVE IN FARIES?
Chapter 14 THE PIRATE SHIP
Chapter 15 “HOOK OR ME THIS TIME”
Chapter 16 THE RETURN HOME
Chapter 17 WHEN WENDY GREW UP
1. PETER BREAKS THROUGH
All children, except one, grow up. They soon know that they will grow up, and the way Wendy knew was this. One day when she was two years old she was playing in a garden, and she plucked another flower and ran with it to her mother. I suppose she must have looked rather delightful, for Mrs. Darling put her hand to her heart and cried,
“Oh, why can’t you remain like this for ever!” This was all that passed between them on the subject, but henceforth Wendy knew that she must grow up. You always know after you are two. Two is the beginning of the end.
Of course they lived at 14 [their house number on their street], and until Wendy came her mother was the chief one. She was a lovely lady, with a romantic mind and such a sweet mocking mouth. Her romantic mind was like the tiny boxes, one within the other, that come from the puzzling East, however many you discover there is always one more; and her sweet mocking mouth had one kiss on it that Wendy could never get, though there is was, perfectly conspicuous in the right-hand corner.
The way Mr. Darling won her was this: the many gentlemen who had been boys when she was a girl discovered simultaneously that they loved her, and they all ran to her house to propose to herexcept Mr. Darling, who took a cab and nipped in first, and so hegot her. He got all of her, except the innermost box and thekiss. He never knew about the box, and in time he gave up tryingfor the kiss. Wendy thought Napoleon could have got it, but I
can picture him trying, and then going off in a passion, slammingthe door.
Mr. Darling used to boast to Wendy that her mother not only loved him but respected him. He was one of those deep ones who know about stocks and shares. Of course no one really knows, but he quite seemed to know, and he often said stocks were up andshares were down in a way that would have made any woman respect him.
Mrs. Darling was married in white, and at first she kept thebooks perfectly, almost gleefully, as if it were a game, not so much as a Brussels sprout was missing; but by and by wholecauliflowers dropped out, and instead of them there were picturesof babies without faces. She drew them when she should have been totting up. They were Mrs. Darling’s guesses.
Wendy came first, then John, then Michael.
For a week or two after Wendy came it was doubtful whether they would be able to keep her, as she was another mouth to feed. Mr.
Darling was frightfully proud of her, but he was very honourable, and he sat on the edge of Mrs. Darling’s bed, holding her handand calculating expenses, while she looked at him imploringly.
She wanted to risk it, come what might, but that was not his way;
his way was with a pencil and a piece of paper, and if sheconfused him with suggestions he had to begin at the beginningagain.
“Now don’t interrupt,’ he would beg of her.
“I have one pound seventeen here, and two and six at the office;
I can cut off my coffee at the office, say ten shillings, makingtwo nine and six, with your eighteen and three makes three nine seven, with five naught naught in my cheque-book makes eight nine seven —
who is that moving? — eight nine seven, dot and carry seven —
don’t speak, my own — and the pound you lent to that man who came to the door — quiet, child — dot and carry child — there, you’vedone it! — did I say nine nine seven? yes, I said nine nineseven; the question is, can we try it for a year on nine nine seven?”
“Of course we can, George,” she cried. But she was prejudicedin Wendy’s favour, and he was really the grander character of thetwo.
“Remember mumps,” he warned her almost threateningly, and offhe went again. “Mumps one pound, that is what I have put down, but I daresay it will be more like thirty shillings — don’t speak — measles one five, German measles half a guinea, makes
two fifteen six — don’t waggle your finger — whooping-cough, say fifteen shillings” — and so on it went, and it added up differently each time; but at last Wendy just got through, with mumps reduced to twelve six, and the two kinds of measlestreated as one.
There was the same excitement over John, and Michael had even anarrower squeak; but both were kept, and soon, you might have seen the three of them going in a row to Miss Fulsom’s Kindergarten school, accompanied by their nurse.
Mrs. Darling loved to have everything just so, and Mr. Darlinghad a passion for being exactly like his neighbours; so, ofcourse, they had a nurse. As they were poor, owing to the amount of milk the children drank, this nurse was a prim Newfoundlanddog, called Nana, who had belonged to no one in particular until the Darlings engaged her. She had always thought children important, however, and the Darlings had become acquainted withher in Kensington Gardens, where she spent most of her spare timepeeping into perambulators, and was much hated by carelessnursemaids, whom she followed to their homes and complained of to their mistresses. She proved to be quite a treasure of a nurse.
How thorough she was at bath-time, and up at any moment of thenight if one of her charges made the slightest cry. Of courseher kennel was in the nursery. She had a genius for knowing when a cough is a thing to have no patience with and when it needsstocking around your throat. She believed to her last day in old-fashioned remedies like rhubarb leaf, and made sounds ofcontempt over all this new-fangled talk about germs, and so on.
It was a lesson in propriety to see her escorting the children to school, walking sedately by their side when they were well behaved, and butting them back into line if they strayed. On John’s footer [in England soccer was called football, “footer
for short] days she never once forgot his sweater, and sheusually carried an umbrella in her mouth in case of rain. Thereis a room in the basement of Miss Fulsom’s school where thenurses wait. They sat on forms, while Nana lay on the floor, but that was the only difference. They affected to ignore her asof an inferior social status to themselves, and she despisedtheir light talk. She resented visits to the nursery from Mrs.
Darling’s friends, but if they did come she first whipped offMichael’s pinafore and put him into the one with blue braiding, and smoothed out Wendy and made a dash at John’s hair.
No nursery could possibly have been conducted more correctly, and Mr. Darling knew it, yet he sometimes wondered uneasily whether the neighbours talked.
He had his position in the city to consider.
Nana also troubled him in another way. He had sometimes afeeling that she did not admire him. “I know she admires you tremendously, George,” Mrs. Darling would assure him, and then she would sign to the children to be specially nice to father.
Lovely dances followed, in which the only other servant, Liza, was sometimes allowed to join. Such a midget she looked in herlong skirt and maid’s cap, though she had sworn, when engaged, that she would never see ten again. The gaiety of those romps!
And gayest of all was Mrs. Darling, who would pirouette so wildly that all you could see of her was the kiss, and then if you haddashed at her you might have got it. There never was a simplerhappier family until the coming of Peter Pan.
Mrs. Darling first heard of Peter when she was tidying up herchildren’s minds. It is the nightly custom of every good motherafter her children are asleep to rummage in their minds and put things straight for next morning, repacking into their properplaces the many articles that have wandered during the day. Ifyou could keep awake (but of course you can’t) you would see yourown mother doing this, and you would find it very interesting to watch her. It is quite like tidying up drawers. You would seeher on her knees, I expect, lingering humorously over some ofyour contents, wondering where on earth you had picked this thingup, making discoveries sweet and not so sweet, pressing this to her cheek as if it were as nice as a kitten, and hurriedly stowing that out of sight. When you wake in the morning, thenaughtiness and evil passions with which you went to bed havebeen folded up small and placed at the bottom of your mind andon the top, beautifully aired, are spread out your prettierthoughts, ready for you to put on.
I don’t know whether you have ever seen a map of a person’smind. Doctors sometimes draw maps of other parts of you, andyour own map can become intensely interesting, but catch them trying to draw a map of a child’s mind, which is not only confused, but keeps going round all the time. There are zigzaglines on it, just like your temperature on a card, and these areprobably roads in the island, for the Neverland is always more orless an island, with astonishing splashes of colour here andthere, and coral reefs and rakish-looking craft in the offing, and savages and lonely lairs, and gnomes who are mostly tailors, and caves through which a river runs, and princes with six elderbrothers, and a hut fast going to decay, and one very small oldlady with a hooked nose. It would be an easy map if that wereall, but there is also first day at school, religion, fathers, the round pond, needle-work, murders, hangings, verbs that takethe dative, chocolate pudding day, getting into braces, say ninety-nine, three-pence for pulling out your tooth yourself, andso on, and either these are part of the island or they areanother map showing through, and it is all rather confusing, especially as nothing will stand still.
Of course the Neverlands vary a good deal. John’s, forinstance, had a lagoon with flamingoes flying over it at whichJohn was shooting, while Michael, who was very small, had aflamingo with lagoons flying over it. John lived in a boat turned upside down on the sands, Michael in a wigwam, Wendy in ahouse of leaves deftly sewn together. John had no friends, Michael had friends at night, Wendy had a pet wolf forsaken by its parents, but on the whole the Neverlands have a family resemblance, and if they stood still in a row you could say of them that they have each other’s nose, and so forth. On these magicshores children at play are for ever beaching their coracles[simple boat]. We too have been there; we can still hear thesound of the surf, though we shall land no more.
Of all delectable islands the Neverland is the snuggest andmost compact, not large and sprawly, you know, with tediousdistances between one adventure and another, but nicely crammed.
When you play at it by day with the chairs and table-cloth, it isnot in the least alarming, but in the two minutes before you go to sleep it becomes very real. That is why there are night-lights.
Occasionally in her travels through her children’s minds Mrs.
Darling found things she could not understand, and of these quitethe most perplexing was the word Peter. She knew of no Peter, and yet he was here and there in John and Michael’s minds, whileWendy’s began to be scrawled all over with him. The name stoodout in bolder letters than any of the other words, and as Mrs.
Darling gazed she felt that it had an oddly cocky appearance.
“Yes, he is rather cocky,” Wendy admitted with regret. Hermother had been questioning her.
“But who is he, my pet?”
“He is Peter Pan, you know, mother.”
At first Mrs. Darling did not know, but after thinking back into her childhood she just remembered a Peter Pan who was saidto live with the fairies. There were odd stories about him, asthat when children died he went part of the way with them, so that they should not be frightened. She had believed in him at the time, but now that she was married and full of sense shequite doubted whether there was any such person.
“Besides,” she said to Wendy, “he would be grown up by thistime.”
“Oh no, he isn’t grown up,” Wendy assured her confidently, “andhe is just my size.” She meant that he was her size in both mindand body; she didn’t know how she knew, she just knew it.
Mrs. Darling consulted Mr. Darling, but he smiled pooh-pooh.
“Mark my words,” he said, “it is some nonsense Nana has been putting into their heads; just the sort of idea a dog would have.
Leave it alone, and it will blow over.”
But it would not blow over and soon the troublesome boy gaveMrs. Darling quite a shock.
Children have the strangest adventures without being troubledby them. For instance, they may remember to mention, a week after the event happened, that when they were in the wood they had met their dead father and had a game with him. It was in this casual way that Wendy one morning made a disquietingrevelation. Some leaves of a tree had been found on the nursery floor, which certainly were not there when the children went to bed, and Mrs. Darling was puzzling over them when Wendy said witha tolerant smile:
“I do believe it is that Peter again!”
“Whatever do you mean, Wendy?”
“It is so naughty of him not to wipe his feet,” Wendy said, sighing. She was a tidy child.
She explained in quite a matter-of-fact way that she thought Peter sometimes came to the nursery in the night and sat on thefoot of her bed and played on his pipes to her. Unfortunately she never woke, so she didn’t know how she knew, she just knew.
“What nonsense you talk, precious. No one can get into thehouse without knocking.”
“I think he comes in by the window,” she said.
“My love, it is three floors up.”
“Were not the leaves at the foot of the window, mother?”
It was quite true; the leaves had been found very near thewindow.
Mrs. Darling did not know what to think, for it all seemed so natural to Wendy that you could not dismiss it by saying she hadbeen dreaming.
“My child,” the mother cried, “why did you not tell me of thisbefore?”
“I forgot,” said Wendy lightly. She was in a hurry to get herbreakfast.
Oh, surely she must have been dreaming.
But, on the other hand, there were the leaves. Mrs. Darlingexamined them very carefully; they were skeleton leaves, but shewas sure they did not come from any tree that grew in England.
She crawled about the floor, peering at it with a candle formarks of a strange foot. She rattled the poker up the chimney and tapped the walls. She let down a tape from the window to thepavement, and it was a sheer drop of thirty feet, without so muchas a spout to climb up by.
Certainly Wendy had been dreaming.
But Wendy had not been dreaming, as the very next night showed, the night on which the extraordinary adventures of these children may be said to have begun.
On the night we speak of all the children were once more in bed. It happened to be Nana’s evening off, and Mrs. Darling hadbathed them and sung to them till one by one they had let go herhand and slid away into the land of sleep.
All were looking so safe and cosy that she smiled at her fearsnow and sat down tranquilly by the fire to sew.
It was something for Michael, who on his birthday was gettinginto shirts. The fire was warm, however, and the nursery dimly lit by three night-lights, and presently the sewing lay on Mrs.
Darling’s lap. Then her head nodded, oh, so gracefully. She wasasleep. Look at the four of them, Wendy and Michael over there, John here, and Mrs. Darling by the fire. There should have been a fourth night-light.
While she slept she had a dream. She dreamt that the Neverlandhad come too near and that a strange boy had broken through from it. He did not alarm her, for she thought she had seen him before in the faces of many women who have no children. Perhapshe is to be found in the faces of some mothers also. But in herdream he had rent the film that obscures the Neverland, and shesaw Wendy and John and Michael peeping through the gap.
The dream by itself would have been a trifle, but while she wasdreaming the window of the nursery blew open, and a boy did drop on the floor. He was accompanied by a strange light, no biggerthan your fist, which darted about the room like a living thingand I think it must have been this light that wakened Mrs.
She started up with a cry, and saw the boy, and somehow sheknew at once that he was Peter Pan. If you or I or Wendy hadbeen there we should have seen that he was very like Mrs.
Darling’s kiss. He was a lovely boy, clad in skeleton leaves andthe juices that ooze out of trees but the most entrancing thingabout him was that he had all his first teeth. When he saw shewas a grown-up, he gnashed the little pearls at her.
Mrs. Darling screamed, and, as if in answer to a bell, the dooropened, and Nana entered, returned from her evening out. Shegrowled and sprang at the boy, who leapt lightly through thewindow. Again Mrs. Darling screamed, this time in distress forhim, for she thought he was killed, and she ran down into thestreet to look for his little body, but it was not there; and shelooked up, and in the black night she could see nothing but what she thought was a shooting star.
She returned to the nursery, and found Nana with something in her mouth, which proved to be the boy’s shadow. As he leapt at the window Nana had closed it quickly, too late to catch him, but his shadow had not had time to get out; slam went the window andsnapped it off.
You may be sure Mrs. Darling examined the shadow carefully, but it was quite the ordinary kind.
Nana had no doubt of what was the best thing to do with thisshadow. She hung it out at the window, meaning “He is sure to come back for it; let us put it where he can get it easily without disturbing the children.”
But unfortunately Mrs. Darling could not leave it hanging out at the window, it looked so like the washing and lowered thewhole tone of the house. She thought of showing it to Mr. Darling, but he was totting up winter great-coats for John andMichael, with a wet towel around his head to keep his brain clear, and it seemed a shame to trouble him; besides, she knew exactly what he would say: “It all comes of having a dog for anurse.”
She decided to roll the shadow up and put it away carefully in a drawer, until a fitting opportunity came for telling herhusband. Ah me!
The opportunity came a week later, on that never-to-be-forgotten Friday. Of course it was a Friday.
“I ought to have been specially careful on a Friday,” she used to say afterwards to her husband, while perhaps Nana was on theother side of her, holding her hand.
“No, no,” Mr. Darling always said, “I am responsible for it all. I, George Darling, did it. MEA CULPA, MEA CULPA.” He had had a classical education.
They sat thus night after night recalling that fatal Friday, till every detail of it was stamped on their brains and came through on the other side like the faces on a bad coinage.
“If only I had not accepted that invitation to dine at 27,”
Mrs. Darling said.
“If only I had not poured my medicine into Nana’s bowl,” saidMr. Darling.
“If only I had pretended to like the medicine,” was what Nana’s wet eyes said.
“My liking for parties, George.”
“My fatal gift of humour, dearest.”
“My touchiness about trifles, dear master and mistress.”
Then one or more of them would break down altogether; Nana at the thought, “It’s true, it’s true, they ought not to have had adog for a nurse.” Many a time it was Mr. Darling who put thehandkerchief to Nana’s eyes.
“That fiend!” Mr. Darling would cry, and Nana’s bark was theecho of it, but Mrs. Darling never upbraided Peter; there wassomething in the right-hand corner of her mouth that wanted hernot to call Peter names.
They would sit there in the empty nursery, recalling fondly every smallest detail of that dreadful evening. It had begun so uneventfully, so precisely like a hundred other evenings, withNana putting on the water for Michael’s bath and carrying him to it on her back.
“I won’t go to bed,” he had shouted, like one who still believed that he had the last word on the subject, “I won’t, I
won’t. Nana, it isn’t six o’clock yet. Oh dear, oh dear, I
shan’t love you any more, Nana. I tell you I won’t be bathed, I
won’t, I won’t!”
Then Mrs. Darling had come in, wearing her white evening-gown.
She had dressed early because Wendy so loved to see her in herevening-gown, with the necklace George had given her. She waswearing Wendy’s bracelet on her arm; she had asked for the loan of it. Wendy loved to lend her bracelet to her mother.
She had found her two older children playing at being herselfand father on the occasion of Wendy’s birth, and John was saying:
“I am happy to inform you, Mrs. Darling, that you are now amother,” in just such a tone as Mr. Darling himself may have usedon the real occasion.
Wendy had danced with joy, just as the real Mrs. Darling must have done.
Then John was born, with the extra pomp that he conceived dueto the birth of a male, and Michael came from his bath to ask to be born also, but John said brutally that they did not want any more.
Michael had nearly cried. “Nobody wants me,” he said, and ofcourse the lady in the evening-dress could not stand that.
“I do,” she said, “I so want a third child.”
“Boy or girl?” asked Michael, not too hopefully.
Then he had leapt into her arms. Such a little thing for Mr.
and Mrs. Darling and Nana to recall now, but not so little ifthat was to be Michael’s last night in the nursery.
They go on with their recollections.
“It was then that I rushed in like a tornado, wasn’t it?” Mr.
Darling would say, scorning himself; and indeed he had been likea tornado.
Perhaps there was some excuse for him. He, too, had been dressing for the party, and all had gone well with him until hecame to his tie. It is an astounding thing to have to tell, but this man, though he knew about stocks and shares, had no real mastery of his tie. Sometimes the thing yielded to him without acontest, but there were occasions when it would have been betterfor the house if he had swallowed his pride and used a made-up tie.
This was such an occasion. He came rushing into the nursery with the crumpled little brute of a tie in his hand.
“Why, what is the matter, father dear?”
“Matter!” he yelled; he really yelled. “This tie, it will not tie.” He became dangerously sarcastic. “Not round my neck!
Round the bed-post! Oh yes, twenty times have I made it up roundthe bed-post, but round my neck, no! Oh dear no! begs to beexcused!”
He thought Mrs. Darling was not sufficiently impressed, and hewent on sternly, “I warn you of this, mother, that unless thistie is round my neck we don’t go out to dinner to-night, and if I
don’t go out to dinner to-night, I never go to the office again, and if I don’t go to the office again, you and I starve, and ourchildren will be flung into the streets.”
Even then Mrs. Darling was placid. “Let me try, dear,” shesaid, and indeed that was what he had come to ask her to do, andwith her nice cool hands she tied his tie for him, while thechildren stood around to see their fate decided. Some men wouldhave resented her being able to do it so easily, but Mr. Darlinghad far too fine a nature for that; he thanked her carelessly, at once forgot his rage, and in another moment was dancing round theroom with Michael on his back.
“How wildly we romped!” says Mrs. Darling now, recalling it.
“Our last romp!” Mr. Darling groaned.
“O George, do you remember Michael suddenly said to me, `How did you get to know me, mother?'”
“They were rather sweet, don’t you think, George?”
“And they were ours, ours! and now they are gone.”
The romp had ended with the appearance of Nana, and most unluckily Mr. Darling collided against her, covering his trouserswith hairs. They were not only new trousers, but they were thefirst he had ever had with braid on them, and he had had to bitehis lip to prevent the tears coming. Of course Mrs. Darlingbrushed him, but he began to talk again about its being a mistaketo have a dog for a nurse.
“George, Nana is a treasure.”
“No doubt, but I have an uneasy feeling at times that shelooks upon the children as puppies.
“Oh no, dear one, I feel sure she knows they have souls.”
“I wonder,” Mr. Darling said thoughtfully, “I wonder.” It wasan opportunity, his wife felt, for telling him about the boy. At first he pooh-poohed the story, but he became thoughtful when sheshowed him the shadow.
“It is nobody I know,” he said, examining it carefully, “but it does look a scoundrel.”
“We were still discussing it, you remember,” says Mr. Darling, “when Nana came in with Michael’s medicine. You will never carry the bottle in your mouth again, Nana, and it is all my fault.”
Strong man though he was, there is no doubt that he had behavedrather foolishly over the medicine. If he had a weakness, it wasfor thinking that all his life he had taken medicine boldly, andso now, when Michael dodged the spoon in Nana’s mouth, he hadsaid reprovingly, “Be a man, Michael.”
“Won’t; won’t!” Michael cried naughtily. Mrs. Darling left theroom to get a chocolate for him, and Mr. Darling thought thisshowed want of firmness.
“Mother, don’t pamper him,” he called after her. “Michael, when I was your age I took medicine without a murmur. I said, `Thank you, kind parents, for giving me bottles to make wewell.'”
He really thought this was true, and Wendy, who was now in hernight-town, believed it also, and she said, to encourageMichael, “That medicine you sometimes take, father, is muchnastier, isn’t it?”
“Ever so much nastier,” Mr. Darling said bravely, “and I wouldtake it now as an example to you, Michael, if I hadn’t lost thebottle.”
He had not exactly lost it; he had climbed in the dead of night to the top of the wardrobe and hidden it there. What he did not know was that the faithful Liza had found it, and put it back on his wash-stand.
“I know where it is, father,” Wendy cried, always glad to be ofservice. “I’ll bring it,” and she was off before he could stop her. Immediately his spirits sank in the strangest way.
“John,” he said, shuddering, “it’s most beastly stuff. It’sthat nasty, sticky, sweet kind.”
“It will soon be over, father,” John said cheerily, and then in rushed Wendy with the medicine in a glass.
“I have been as quick as I could,” she panted.
“You have been wonderfully quick,” her father retorted, with avindictive politeness that was quite thrown away upon her.
“MIchael first,” he said doggedly.
“Father first,” said Michael, who was of a suspicious nature.
“I shall be sick, you know,” Mr. Darling said threateningly.
“Come on, father,” said John.
“Hold your tongue, John,” his father rapped out.
Wendy was quite puzzled. “I thought you took it quite easily, father.”
“That is not the point,” he retorted. “The point is, that there is more in my glass that in Michael’s spoon.” His proudheart was nearly bursting. “And it isn’t fair: I would say it though it were with my last breath; it isn’t fair.”
“Father, I am waiting,” said Michael coldly.
“It’s all very well to say you are waiting; so am I waiting.”
“Father’s a cowardly custard.”
“So are you a cowardly custard.”
“I’m not frightened.”
“Neither am I frightened.”
“Well, then, take it.”
“Well, then, you take it.”
Wendy had a splendid idea. “Why not both take it at the sametime?”
“Certainly,” said Mr. Darling. “Are you ready, Michael?”
Wendy gave the words, one, two, three, and Michael took hismedicine, but Mr. Darling slipped his behind his back.
There was a yell of rage from Michael, and “O father!” Wendy exclaimed.
“What do you mean by `O father’?” Mr. Darling demanded. “Stop that row, Michael. I meant to take mine, but I — I missed it.”
It was dreadful the way all the three were looking at him, just as if they did not admire him. “Look here, all of you,” he saidentreatingly, as soon as Nana had gone into the bathroom. “I
have just thought of a splendid joke. I shall pour my medicineinto Nana’s bowl, and she will drink it, thinking it is milk!”
It was the colour of milk; but the children did not have theirfather’s sense of humour, and they looked at him reproachfully ashe poured the medicine into Nana’s bowl. “What fun!” he saiddoubtfully, and they did not dare expose him when Mrs. Darlingand Nana returned.
“Nana, good dog,” he said, patting her, “I have put a littlemilk into your bowl, Nana.”
Nana wagged her tail, ran to the medicine, and began lappingit. Then she gave Mr. Darling such a look, not an angry look:
she showed him the great red tear that makes us so sorry fornoble dogs, and crept into her kennel.
Mr. Darling was frightfully ashamed of himself, but he wouldnot give in. In a horrid silence Mrs. Darling smelt the bowl.
“O George,” she said, “it’s your medicine!”
“It was only a joke,” he roared, while she comforted her boys, and Wendy hugged Nana. “Much good,” he said bitterly, “my wearing myself to the bone trying to be funny in this house.”
And still Wendy hugged Nana. “That’s right,” he shouted.
“Coddle her! Nobody coddles me. Oh dear no! I am only thebreadwinner, why should I be coddled–why, why, why!”
“George,” Mrs. Darling entreated him, “not so loud; theservants will hear you.” Somehow that had got into the way ofcalling Liza the servants.
“Let them!” he answered recklessly. “Bring in the whole world.
But I refuse to allow that dog to lord it in my nursery for an hour longer.”
The children wept, and Nana ran to him beseechingly, but hewaved her back. He felt he was a strong man again. “In vain, in vain,” he cried; “the proper place for you is the yard, and thereyou go to be tied up this instant.”
“George, George,” Mrs. Darling whispered, “remember what I toldyou about that boy.”
Alas, he would not listen. He was determined to show who wasmaster in that house, and when commands would not draw Nana from the kennel, he lured her out of it with honeyed words, andseizing her roughly, dragged her from the nursery. He wasashamed of himself, and yet he did it. It was all owing to histoo affectionate nature, which craved for admiration. When hehad tied her up in the back-yard, the wretched father went andsat in the passage, with his knuckles to his eyes.
In the meantime Mrs. Darling had put the children to bed in unwonted silence and lit their night-lights. They could hearNana barking, and John whimpered, “It is because he is chainingher up in the yard,” but Wendy was wiser.
“That is not Nana’s unhappy bark,” she said, little guessingwhat was about to happen; “that is her bark when she smellsdanger.”
“Are you sure, Wendy?”
Mrs. Darling quivered and went to the window. It was securely fastened. She looked out, and the night was peppered with stars.
They were crowding round the house, as if curious to see what wasto take place there, but she did not notice this, nor that one ortwo of the smaller ones winked at her. Yet a nameless fearclutched at her heart and made her cry, “Oh, how I wish that I
wasn’t going to a party to-night!”
Even Michael, already half asleep, knew that she was perturbed, and he asked, “Can anything harm us, mother, after the night-
lights are lit?”
“Nothing, precious,” she said; “they are the eyes a motherleaves behind her to guard her children.”
She went from bed to bed singing enchantments over them, andlittle Michael flung his arms round her. “Mother,” he cried, “I’m glad of you.” They were the last words she was to hear from him for a long time.
No. 27 was only a few yards distant, but there had been aslight fall of snow, and Father and Mother Darling picked theirway over it deftly not to soil their shoes. They were already the only persons in the street, and all the stars were watchingthem. Stars are beautiful, but they may not take an active part in anything, they must just look on for ever. It is a punishment put on them for something they did so long ago that no star now knows what it was. So the older ones have become glassy-eyed andseldom speak (winking is the star language), but the little onesstill wonder. They are not really friendly to Peter, who had amischievous way of stealing up behind them and trying to blow them out; but they are so fond of fun that they were on his sideto-night, and anxious to get the grown-ups out of they way. So as soon as the door of 27 closed on Mr. and Mrs. Darling therewas a commotion in the firmament, and the smallest of all thestars in the Milky Way screamed out:
COME AWAY, COME AWAY!
For a moment after Mr. and Mrs. Darling left the house thenight-lights by the beds of the three children continued to burn clearly. They were awfully nice little night-lights, and onecannot help wishing that they could have kept awake to see Peter;
but Wendy’s light blinked and gave such a yawn that the other two yawned also, and before they could close their mouths all thethree went out.
There was another light in the room now, a thousand timesbrighter than the night-lights, and in the time we have taken to say this, it had been in all the drawers in the nursery, lookingfor Peter’s shadow, rummaged the wardrobe and turned every pocket inside out. It was not really a light; it made this light by flashing about so quickly, but when it came to rest for a secondyou saw if was a fairy, no longer than your hand, but still growing. It was a girl called Tinker Bell exquisitely gowned in a skeleton leaf, cut low and square, through which her figurecould be seen to the best advantage. She was slightly inclinedto EMBONPOINT. [plump hourglass figure]
A moment after the fairy’s entrance the window was blown open by the breathing of the little stars, and Peter dropped in. Hehad carried Tinker Bell part of the way, and his hand was still messy with the fairy dust.
“Tinker Bell,” he called softly, after making sure that thechildren were asleep, “Tink, where are you?” She was in a jugfor the moment, and liking it extremely; she had never been in ajug before.
“Oh, do come out of that jug, and tell me, do you know wherethey put my shadow?”
The loveliest tinkle as of golden bells answered him. It is thefairy language. You ordinary children can never hear it, but ifyou were to hear it you would know that you had heard it oncebefore.
Tink said that the shadow was in the big box. She meant thechest of drawers, and Peter jumped at the drawers, scatteringtheir contents to the floor with both hands, as kings tossha’pence to the crowd. In a moment he had recovered his shadow, and in his delight he forgot that he had shut Tinker Bell up in the drawer.
If he thought at all, but I don’t believe he ever thought, it was that he and his shadow, when brought near each other, wouldjoin like drops of water, and when they did not he was appalled.
He tried to stick it on with soap from the bathroom, but that also failed. A shudder passed through Peter, and he sat on thefloor and cried.
His sobs woke Wendy, and she sat up in bed. She was not alarmed to see a stranger crying on the nursery floor; she wasonly pleasantly interested.
“Boy,” she said courteously, “why are you crying?”
Peter could be exceeding polite also, having learned the grandmanner at fairy ceremonies, and he rose and bowed to herbeautifully. She was much pleased, and bowed beautifully to him from the bed.
“What’s your name?” he asked.
“Wendy Moira Angel Darling,” she replied with somesatisfaction. “What is your name?”
She was already sure that he must be Peter, but it did seem acomparatively short name.
“Is that all?”
“Yes,” he said rather sharply. He felt for the first time that it was a shortish name.
“I’m so sorry,” said Wendy Moira Angela.
“It doesn’t matter,” Peter gulped.
She asked where he lived.
“Second to the right,” said Peter, “and then straight on till morning.”
“What a funny address!’
Peter had a sinking. For the first time he felt that perhapsit was a funny address.
“No, it isn’t,” he said.
“I mean,” Wendy said nicely, remembering that she was hostess, “is that what they put on the letters?”
He wished she had not mentioned letters.
“Don’t get any letters,” he said contemptuously.
“But your mother gets letters?”
“Don’t have a mother,” he said. Not only had he no mother, but he had not the slightest desire to have one. He thought them very over-rated persons. Wendy, however, felt at once that shewas in the presence of a tragedy.
“O Peter, no wonder you were crying,” she said, and got out ofbed and ran to him.
“I wasn’t crying about mothers,” he said rather indignantly.
“I was crying because I can’t get my shadow to stick on.
Besides, I wasn’t crying.”
“It has come off?”
Then Wendy saw the shadow on the floor, looking so draggled, and she was frightfully sorry for Peter. “How awful!” she said, but she could not help smiling when she saw that he had been trying to stick it on with soap. How exactly like a boy!
Fortunately she knew at once what to do. “It must be sewn on,”
she said, just a little patronisingly.
“What’s sewn?” he asked.
“You’re dreadfully ignorant.”
“No, I’m not.”
But she was exulting in his ignorance. “I shall sew it on foryou, my little man,” she said, though he was tall as herself, andshe got out her housewife [sewing bag], and sewed the shadow on to Peter’s foot.
“I daresay it will hurt a little,” she warned him.
“Oh, I shan’t cry,” said Peter, who was already of the opinion that he had never cried in his life. And he clenched his teethand did not cry, and soon his shadow was behaving properly, though still a little creased.
“Perhaps I should have ironed it,” Wendy said thoughtfully, but Peter, boylike, was indifferent to appearances, and he was now jumping about in the wildest glee. Alas, he had already forgotten that he owed his bliss to Wendy. He thought he hadattached the shadow himself. “How clever I am!” he crowedrapturously, “oh, the cleverness of me!”
It is humiliating to have to confess that this conceit of Peterwas one of his most fascinating qualities. To put it with brutal frankness, there never was a cockier boy.
But for the moment Wendy was shocked. “You conceit [braggart],”
she exclaimed, with frightful sarcasm; “of course I did nothing!”
“You did a little,” Peter said carelessly, and continued to dance.
“A little!” she replied with hauteur [pride]; “if I am no useI can at least withdraw,” and she sprang in the most dignifiedway into bed and covered her face with the blankets.
To induce her to look up he pretended to be going away, andwhen this failed he sat on the end of the bed and tapped hergently with his foot. “Wendy,” he said, “don’t withdraw. I
can’t help crowing, Wendy, when I’m pleased with myself.” Still she would not look up, though she was listening eagerly.
“Wendy,” he continued, in a voice that no woman has ever yet been able to resist, “Wendy, one girl is more use than twenty boys.”
Now Wendy was every inch a woman, though there were not very many inches, and she peeped out of the bed-clothes.
“Do you really think so, Peter?”
“Yes, I do.”
“I think it’s perfectly sweet of you,” she declared, “and I’ll get up again,” and she sat with him on the side of the bed. Shealso said she would give him a kiss if he liked, but Peter didnot know what she meant, and he held out his hand expectantly.
“Surely you know what a kiss it?” she asked, aghast.
“I shall know when you give it to me,” he replied stiffly, andnot to hurt his feeling she gave him a thimble.
“Now,” said he, “shall I give you a kiss?” and she replied witha slight primness, “If you please.” She made herself rathercheap by inclining her face toward him, but he merely dropped an acorn button into her hand, so she slowly returned her face to where it had been before, and said nicely that she would wear hiskiss on the chain around her neck. It was lucky that she did put it on that chain, for it was afterwards to save her life.
When people in our set are introduced, it is customary for them to ask each other’s age, and so Wendy, who always liked to do the correct thing, asked Peter how old he was. It was not really a happy question to ask him; it was like an examination paper that asks grammar, when what you want to be asked is Kings of England.
“I don’t know,” he replied uneasily, “but I am quite young.” He really knew nothing about it, he had merely suspicions, but he said at a venture, “Wendy, I ran away the day I was born.”
Wendy was quite surprised, but interested; and she indicated in the charming drawing-room manner, by a touch on her night-gown, that he could sit nearer her.
“It was because I heard father and mother,” he explained in a low voice, “talking about what I was to be when I became a man.” He was extraordinarily agitated now. “I don’t want ever to be a man,” he said with passion. “I want always to be a little boy and to have fun. So I ran away to Kensington Gardens and lived a long long time among the fairies.”
She gave him a look of the most intense admiration, and he thought it was because he had run away, but it was really because he knew fairies. Wendy had lived such a home life that to know fairies struck her as quite delightful. She poured out questions about them, to his surprise, for they were rather a nuisance to him, getting in his way and so on, and indeed he sometimes had to give them a hiding [spanking]. Still, he liked them on the whole, and he told her about the beginning of fairies.
“You see, Wendy, when the first baby laughed for the first time, its laugh broke into a thousand pieces, and they all went skipping about, and that was the beginning of fairies.”
Tedious talk this, but being a stay-at-home she liked it.
“And so,” he went on good-naturedly, “there ought to be one fairy for every boy and girl.”
“Ought to be? Isn’t there?”
“No. You see children know such a lot now, they soon don’t believe in fairies, and every time a child says, ‘I don’t believe in fairies,’ there is a fairy somewhere that falls down dead.”
Really, he thought they had now talked enough about fairies, and it struck him that Tinker Bell was keeping very quiet. “I can’t think where she has gone to,” he said, rising, and he called Tink by name. Wendy’s heart went flutter with a sudden thrill.
“Peter,” she cried, clutching him, “you don’t mean to tell me that there is a fairy in this room!”
“She was here just now,” he said a little impatiently. “You don’t hear her, do you?” and they both listened.
“The only sound I hear,” said Wendy, “is like a tinkle of bells.”
“Well, that’s Tink, that’s the fairy language. I think I hear her too.”
The sound come from the chest of drawers, and Peter made a merry face. No one could ever look quite so merry as Peter, and the loveliest of gurgles was his laugh. He had his first laugh still.
“Wendy,” he whispered gleefully, “I do believe I shut her up in the drawer!”
He let poor Tink out of the drawer, and she flew about the nursery screaming with fury. “You shouldn’t say such things,” Peter retorted. “Of course I’m very sorry, but how could I know you were in the drawer?”
Wendy was not listening to him. “O Peter,” she cried, “if she would only stand still and let me see her!”
“They hardly ever stand still,” he said, but for one moment Wendy saw the romantic figure come to rest on the cuckoo clock. “O the lovely!” she cried, though Tink’s face was still distorted with passion.
“Tink,” said Peter amiably, “this lady says she wishes you were her fairy.”
Tinker Bell answered insolently.
“What does she say, Peter?”
He had to translate. “She is not very polite. She says you are a great [huge] ugly girl, and that she is my fairy.”
He tried to argue with Tink. “You know you can’t be my fairy, Tink, because I am an gentleman and you are a lady.”
To this Tink replied in these words, “You silly ass,” and disappeared into the bathroom. “She is quite a common fairy,” Peter explained apologetically, “she is called Tinker Bell because she mends the pots and kettles [tinker = tin worker].” [Similar to “cinder” plus “elle” to get Cinderella]
They were together in the armchair by this time, and Wendy plied him with more questions.
“If you don’t live in Kensington Gardens now—”
“Sometimes I do still.”
“But where do you live mostly now?”
“With the lost boys.”
“Who are they?”
“They are the children who fall out of their perambulators when the nurse is looking the other way. If they are not claimed in seven days they are sent far away to the Neverland to defray expenses. I’m captain.”
“What fun it must be!”
“Yes,” said cunning Peter, “but we are rather lonely. You see we have no female companionship.”
“Are none of the others girls?”
“Oh, no; girls, you know, are much too clever to fall out of their prams.”
This flattered Wendy immensely. “I think,” she said, “it is perfectly lovely the way you talk about girls; John there just despises us.”
For reply Peter rose and kicked John out of bed, blankets and all; one kick. This seemed to Wendy rather forward for a first meeting, and she told him with spirit that he was not captain in her house. However, John continued to sleep so placidly on the floor that she allowed him to remain there. “And I know you meant to be kind,” she said, relenting, “so you may give me a kiss.”
For the moment she had forgotten his ignorance about kisses. “I thought you would want it back,” he said a little bitterly, and offered to return her the thimble.
“Oh dear,” said the nice Wendy, “I don’t mean a kiss, I mean a thimble.”
“It’s like this.” She kissed him.
“Funny!” said Peter gravely. “Now shall I give you a thimble?”
“If you wish to,” said Wendy, keeping her head erect this time.
Peter thimbled her, and almost immediately she screeched. “What is it, Wendy?”
“It was exactly as if someone were pulling my hair.”
“That must have been Tink. I never knew her so naughty before.”
And indeed Tink was darting about again, using offensive language.
“She says she will do that to you, Wendy, every time I give you a thimble.”
Again Tink replied, “You silly ass.” Peter could not understand why, but Wendy understood, and she was just slightly disappointed when he admitted that he came to the nursery window not to see her but to listen to stories.
“You see, I don’t know any stories. None of the lost boys knows any stories.”
“How perfectly awful,” Wendy said.
“Do you know,” Peter asked “why swallows build in the eaves of houses? It is to listen to the stories. O Wendy, your mother was telling you such a lovely story.”
“Which story was it?”
“About the prince who couldn’t find the lady who wore the glass slipper.”
“Peter,” said Wendy excitedly, “that was Cinderella, and he found her, and they lived happily ever after.”
Peter was so glad that he rose from the floor, where they had been sitting, and hurried to the window.
“Where are you going?” she cried with misgiving.
“To tell the other boys.”
“Don’t go Peter,” she entreated, “I know such lots of stories.”
Those were her precise words, so there can be no denying that it was she who first tempted him.
He came back, and there was a greedy look in his eyes now which ought to have alarmed her, but did not.
“Oh, the stories I could tell to the boys!” she cried, and then Peter gripped her and began to draw her toward the window.
“Let me go!” she ordered him.
“Wendy, do come with me and tell the other boys.”
Of course she was very pleased to be asked, but she said, “Oh dear, I can’t. Think of mummy! Besides, I can’t fly.”
“I’ll teach you.”
“Oh, how lovely to fly.”
“I’ll teach you how to jump on the wind’s back, and then away we go.”
“Oo!” she exclaimed rapturously.
“Wendy, Wendy, when you are sleeping in your silly bed you might be flying about with me saying funny things to the stars.”
“And, Wendy, there are mermaids.”
“Mermaids! With tails?”
“Such long tails.”
“Oh,” cried Wendy, “to see a mermaid!”
He had become frightfully cunning. “Wendy,” he said, “how we should all respect you.”
She was wriggling her body in distress. It was quite as if she were trying to remain on the nursery floor.
But he had no pity for her.
“Wendy,” he said, the sly one, “you could tuck us in at night.”
“None of us has ever been tucked in at night.”
“Oo,” and her arms went out to him.
“And you could darn our clothes, and make pockets for us. None of us has any pockets.”
How could she resist. “Of course it’s awfully fascinating!” she cried. “Peter, would you teach John and Michael to fly too?”
“If you like,” he said indifferently, and she ran to John and Michael and shook them. “Wake up,” she cried, “Peter Pan has come and he is to teach us to fly.”
John rubbed his eyes. “Then I shall get up,” he said. Of course he was on the floor already. “Hallo,” he said, “I am up!”
Michael was up by this time also, looking as sharp as a knife with six blades and a saw, but Peter suddenly signed silence. Their faces assumed the awful craftiness of children listening for sounds from the grown-up world. All was as still as salt. Then everything was right. No, stop! Everything was wrong. Nana, who had been barking distressfully all the evening, was quiet now. It was her silence they had heard.
“Out with the light! Hide! Quick!” cried John, taking command for the only time throughout the whole adventure. And thus when Liza entered, holding Nana, the nursery seemed quite its old self, very dark, and you would have sworn you heard its three wicked inmates breathing angelically as they slept. They were really doing it artfully from behind the window curtains.
Liza was in a bad temper, for she was mixing the Christmas puddings in the kitchen, and had been drawn from them, with a raisin still on her cheek, by Nana’s absurd suspicions. She thought the best way of getting a little quiet was to take Nana to the nursery for a moment, but in custody of course.
“There, you suspicious brute,” she said, not sorry that Nana was in disgrace. “They are perfectly safe, aren’t they? Every one of the little angels sound asleep in bed. Listen to their gentle breathing.”
Here Michael, encouraged by his success, breathed so loudly that they were nearly detected. Nana knew that kind of breathing, and she tried to drag herself out of Liza’s clutches.
But Liza was dense. “No more of it, Nana,” she said sternly, pulling her out of the room. “I warn you if bark again I shall go straight for master and missus and bring them home from the party, and then, oh, won’t master whip you, just.”
She tied the unhappy dog up again, but do you think Nana ceased to bark? Bring master and missus home from the party! Why, that was just what she wanted. Do you think she cared whether she was whipped so long as her charges were safe? Unfortunately Liza returned to her puddings, and Nana, seeing that no help would come from her, strained and strained at the chain until at last she broke it. In another moment she had burst into the dining-room of 27 and flung up her paws to heaven, her most expressive way of making a communication. Mr. and Mrs. Darling knew at once that something terrible was happening in their nursery, and without a good-bye to their hostess they rushed into the street.
But it was now ten minutes since three scoundrels had been breathing behind the curtains, and Peter Pan can do a great deal in ten minutes.
We now return to the nursery.
“It’s all right,” John announced, emerging from his hiding-place. “I say, Peter, can you really fly?”
Instead of troubling to answer him Peter flew around the room, taking the mantelpiece on the way.
“How topping!” said John and Michael.
“How sweet!” cried Wendy.
“Yes, I’m sweet, oh, I am sweet!” said Peter, forgetting his manners again.
It looked delightfully easy, and they tried it first from the floor and then from the beds, but they always went down instead of up.
“I say, how do you do it?” asked John, rubbing his knee. He was quite a practical boy.
“You just think lovely wonderful thoughts,” Peter explained, “and they lift you up in the air.”
He showed them again.
“You’re so nippy at it,” John said, “couldn’t you do it very slowly once?”
Peter did it both slowly and quickly. “I’ve got it now, Wendy!” cried John, but soon he found he had not. Not one of them could fly an inch, though even Michael was in words of two syllables, and Peter did not know A from Z.
Of course Peter had been trifling with them, for no one can fly unless the fairy dust has been blown on him. Fortunately, as we have mentioned, one of his hands was messy with it, and he blew some on each of them, with the most superb results.
“Now just wiggle your shoulders this way,” he said, “and let go.”
They were all on their beds, and gallant Michael let go first. He did not quite mean to let go, but he did it, and immediately he was borne across the room.
“I flewed!” he screamed while still in mid-air.
John let go and met Wendy near the bathroom.
“Look at me!”
“Look at me!”
“Look at me!”
They were not nearly so elegant as Peter, they could not help kicking a little, but their heads were bobbing against the ceiling, and there is almost nothing so delicious as that. Peter gave Wendy a hand at first, but had to desist, Tink was so indignant.
Up and down they went, and round and round. Heavenly was Wendy’s word.
“I say,” cried John, “why shouldn’t we all go out?”
Of course it was to this that Peter had been luring them.
Michael was ready: he wanted to see how long it took him to do a billion miles. But Wendy hesitated.
“Mermaids!” said Peter again.
“And there are pirates.”
“Pirates,” cried John, seizing his Sunday hat, “let us go at once.”
It was just at this moment that Mr. and Mrs. Darling hurried with Nana out of 27. They ran into the middle of the street to look up at the nursery window; and, yes, it was still shut, but the room was ablaze with light, and most heart-gripping sight of all, they could see in shadow on the curtain three little figures in night attire circling round and round, not on the floor but in the air.
Not three figures, four!
In a tremble they opened the street door. Mr. Darling would have rushed upstairs, but Mrs. Darling signed him to go softly. She even tried to make her heart go softly.
Will they reach the nursery in time? If so, how delightful for them, and we shall all breathe a sigh of relief, but there will be no story. On the other hand, if they are not in time, I solemnly promise that it will all come right in the end.
They would have reached the nursery in time had it not been that the little stars were watching them. Once again the stars blew the window open, and that smallest star of all called out:
Then Peter knew that there was not a moment to lose. “Come,” he cried imperiously, and soared out at once into the night, followed by John and Michael and Wendy.
Mr. and Mrs. Darling and Nana rushed into the nursery too late. The birds were flown.
CHAPTER 4 will continue tomorrow!
About the author
Matthew James Barrie
9 May 1860 – 19 June 1937
Sir James Matthew Barrie, 1st Baronet, was a Scottish author and dramatist, best remembered today as the creator of Peter Pan.
The child of a family of small-town weavers, he was educated in Scotland. He moved to London, where he developed a career as a novelist and playwright. There he met the Llewelyn Davies boys who inspired him in writing about a baby boy who has magical adventures in Kensington Gardens (included in The Little White Bird), then to write Peter Pan, or The Boy Who Wouldn’t Grow Up, a “fairy play” about this ageless boy and an ordinary girl named Wendy who have adventures in the fantasy setting of Neverland.
This play quickly overshadowed his previous work and although he continued to write successfully, it became his best-known work, credited with popularising the name Wendy, which was very uncommon previously. Barrie unofficially adopted the Davies boys following the deaths of their parents. Before his death, he gave the rights to the Peter Pan works to Great Ormond Street Hospital, which continues to benefit from them.